I've Joined The Dark Side..

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I'm Just A Person But You Can't Take It

February Updates

Physio midterm gangbanged me.
I had a few horseshoes up my ass during my genetics quiz.
Genetics studying has yet to happen.
Econ studying has yet to happen.
Scibuz assignment is exhausting.
I fell in love with my mom this week.
My mom is the only woman I need in my life.
Housing is hilarious right now. Can only wait around at this point.
Really considering what I wanna do later in life and if I'm even in the right place.
I love my scibuz friends. Montreal April 21st is what's up.
I love my south 7 friends.
I love my home friends, see you in a week.
Valentine's Day couldn't have come at a worse time.
It'll get better.

Barely Phase Me

Pet Peeve #32

People who are in a relationship just because they need to be in a relationship.
People who are in a relationship who know they're being used but shut an eye to it anyway.

The Modern Mind

If someone truly cares, they'll always be there. Feel free to do whatever the fuck you want in knowing they'll never leave your side. So go out. Run through the mud chasing the butterflies that neglect you. Meet the creature everyone warned you about in the forest. But when the sun sets and darkness swallows it all, we run back home. We scrape the mud off of our shoes on the doormat, leaving it there for someone else to deal with. We go inside, with the scars of a creature exposed, in fear of ridicule and judgement. Then we spend the cold night in reflection anticipating a better day. But the moment the sun rises, we just run the fuck out and do it all over again.

Open Your Eyes

For Me It Happens All The Time

When You Were Young

Sometimes I feel as though everything we need to know in life is taught to us in our childhood. Yet we refuse to accept it.

Let Go

Say My Name & His In The Same Breath

I dare you to say they taste the same.

Never Grow Up

All I Do Is Fuckin Win

I told ya and now I'm on
You thought it was over, you thought I was gone
I'm goin' in, you don't have to let me, have to let me
Back from the dead like I'm Makavelli, Makavelli

K good, fuck Brisk

Devoting a weekend to homework was a fail.
Got off the bus, went into work to put in my reading week availability, saw a friend on the way and talked for 3 hours, ran into more friends, finally got to the Eagle, dinner with Alyssa, Chapter's shananigans, Starbucks with double D & Taya, then Legally Blonde & wine with Jeff... then it was 1am.
Totally fucked over, but so entirely worth it.
Really loved catching up with yall.
Especially with my unclassy birthday girl.
Reading week shall be amazing.
Now back to work..

If Only You Knew

Dream as if you'll live forever. Live as if you'll die today.

Pet Peeve #31

If you don't know me, don't go around talking to people like we're best friends and you know me completely.
All the stories are just things you've heard from other people who barely know me & also act like they've been the wall flowers to my life.
You fucking wish on the brightest star you were on that level.
Nice try, bud.
Nuff said.

Be Calm & Do Stupid Shit

Hey 02

January taught me a lot.

• Being away over the holidays made me realize how much I need my South 7 friends in my life.
• My work ethic needs to improve. I have 6 courses and I'm not doing nearly as much work as last term.
• Setting a good first impression on people & taking the time to know everyone really comes to pay you back in the future. I'm so glad that someone remembered me all the way from August and decided to let me sit on their coucil based on my positive attitude & interest I expressed in it. I already love these people.
• I need to stop rebounding. There's nothing wrong with hooking up, but to have random makeout seshs with people I barely know all because of a loss in interest in someone else is kinda extra.
• My neck has taken brutal damage this month. I think I've been wearing scarves ever since I got back here. I wish I had a fatter neck so it wouldn't bruise so easy. Apparently some people are starting to think I'm a manwhore so I should stop or at least be subtle about it..
• I need to pull my shit together in terms of finding us a house next year.
• The new Laurier, Renison, and REV friends I made this weekend are fucking jokes.
• Chugging vodka without chasing is not the best idea. Especially when you're still pre-gaming.
• I need to drag my ass to the gym as often as I used to.
• David & Alex are the funnest people to pull city missions with. Never laughed so hard in my life.
• I can't wait to get crazy on reading week. AE days, crazy nights. That's what it's about.
• Smd and fuck off.

Bring on February, bitch.